for the first time

Best Coast

TRYING REALLY HARD
IM TRYING HARDER THAN I EVER HAVE BEFORE
USED TO THINK THAT TAKING CARE OF MYSELF
WOULD JUST BECOME A REAL BORE
ON FRIDAY NIGHTS I DONT SPEND TOO MUCH TIME
LYING ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR (LIKE I USED TO)
THE DEMONS DEEP INSIDE OF ME
THEY MIGHT HAVE FINALLY BEEN SET FREE

AND I GUESS THIS IS WHAT THEY MEAN
WHEN THEY SAY
PEOPLE CAN CHANGE
CUZ I FINALLY FEEL FREE
I FEEL LIKE MYSELF AGAIN
BUT FOR THE FIRST TIME

CHANGED THE COLOR OF THE BED SHEETS
NOW THEY ARE A PRETTY PALE PINK
TRADED HER IN FOR A NEW GIRL
AND SHES LOOKING PRETTY FINE
BUT SOMETIMES SHE DONT LISTEN TO ME
AND IT MAKES ME WANNA LOSE MY MIND (LIKE YOU USED TO)
I TRY TO BLAME IT ALL ON YOU
BUT I KNOW THAT IM TO BLAME TOO

AND I GUESS THIS IS WHAT THEY MEAN
WHEN THEY SAY
PEOPLE CAN CHANGE
CUZ I FINALLY FEEL FREE
I FEEL LIKE MYSELF AGAIN
BUT FOR THE FIRST TIME

I USED TO THINK THAT I WOULD DIE WITHOUT YOU
AND NO OFFENSE TO YOU BUT IM DOING FINE TOO
FOR THE FIRST TIME