the better me

Beartooth

How many times have I said
I was gonna be someone When I get back onto my feet
Tomorrow I m gonna make changes
Cause today I can barely speak
I know how pull myself out
And it s gonna hurt like hell to set myself free
Just say it out loud
Todays the day I stop fucking around and be the better me

I ve been burned by it
Concerned bout it
I can t steady my hand
The side effects of it have been soul crushing
This wasn t part of my plan I don t wanna suffer
Tried to lie and I tried to recover
But I m back in the gutter
Thinking all the same things

I m so done with it
And I ve run with it for as long as I can
Im shutting down
Have one foot in the ground
And I got no confidence left don t need one another
Testified and it s time to recover

I wont die in the gutter cold alone and unseen