outside

Bea Miller

I'm so bored
I think I'll burn all my clothes
Standing in the bathroom, singing alone
I don't even like this song
Rolling up, getting comfortable
I've been drinking kitchen table coffee alone
Can never get high enough

Pain dries
Like my tired eyes
Rain cries
I don't wanna go outside

You think of all the ways
I wanna waste the time
All I do is fuck around all waste right
I wish I didn't wonder why
I wonder why, why I
It doesn't even matter all the things I say
When nobody is listening to me anyway
I don't even like my friends tonight
I must be out of my mind
I don't wanna go outside

I walk my dog, but never too far from home
'cause I need to make it back to watch
That '70s show
I lay around on the floor
I hate my phone
'cause it reminds me that I'm alone
I got people calling me
But I let them know that I'm unavailable

Pain dries
Like my tired eyes
Rain cries
I don't wanna go outside

You think of all the ways
I wanna waste the time
All I do is fuck around all waste right
I wish I didn't wonder why
I wonder why, why I
It doesn't even matter all the things I say
When nobody is listening to me anyway
I don't even like my friends tonight
I must be out of my mind

I might be stubborn
Still as I can be
But my mind keeps running
And running in circles around me
I might be waiting an eternity
While my mind keeps running
And running in circles around me

You think of all the ways
I wanna waste the time
All I do is fuck around all waste right
I wish I didn't wonder why
I wonder why, why I
It doesn't even matter all the things I say
When nobody is listening to me anyway
I don't even like my friends tonight
I must be out of my mind

I might be stubborn
Still as I can be
But my mind keeps running
And running in circles around me