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Etherial Presence

I watch the surface of this endless river in which
I m plunged to my waist
Through its body the world observes
The contrasts of her face
I ban to sip from the water
It s clear and cold like the celestial part
I see the reflexion of my upper half from above
The other half with the hind limbs, the gonads
The buttocks and the split between
Them doesn t exist anymore
But does it means I m less complete now?
Now I have twice my hands
Twice the two cerebral hemispheres
With this atypical structure of mine - two halves meaning
More than the whole
I estrange myself from any breathing creature
I vanish like rolls of smoke to the sky
But for me there is no more sky
I m prepared for the final challenge
Which will drive me to the gates of an magnificent citadel
By then, I ll leave behind past, prich, hopes and pain