pretty pathetic

Ataris

<i>[Originally by Smoking Popes]</i>

You should have heard me sobbing
As I drove home that night
Got in the bed and stayed there
For days I just laid there
Having been permanently changed
But we wonââ?¬â?¢t give into that now
Letââ?¬â?¢s take it from the start
You should have seen me smiling
Like the world was mine
She used to call me baby
Softly, sometimes
But if I dwell on those days to long
I feel like my life is over
And thatââ?¬â?¢s no good so lets move on
To the part where I began to sense
Her distance
I barely can hold on tighter
And that makes it worse
Cause how am I supposed
To take it when she says
This is something im going through
Itââ?¬â?¢s got nothing to do with you
I had a special evening all planned out
Desperately determined to re ignite
Some spark between us
She had to feel something for me
A love as strong as ours
Doesnââ?¬â?¢t just go away
You canââ?¬â?¢t just turn it off
Unless she was lying all those times
But I donââ?¬â?¢t think so
I really donââ?¬â?¢t think so
The way she used to look at me
Made me a thousand feet high
The meaning of the word cool
Not the same geek
Who fumbled with his words that night
The ugliest night
I said some pretty awkward things
I got the feeling she felt sorry for me
I should have seen it was hopeless and left it alone
But I had to go on
Embracing my self
I MISS WHAT WE HAD I NEED YOU SO BADLY
I must have sounded pretty pathetic I know
And thatââ?¬â?¢s why I donââ?¬â?¢t blame her for what she said
Listen to her rambling
And we donââ?¬â?¢t know each other that well
But youââ?¬â?¢re so easy to talk to
I feel I could tell you almost anything
I hope I havenââ?¬â?¢t put you off
I have a tendency to do that
Why donââ?¬â?¢t I just be quiet.