walking sideways

Allie X

Water line is fine, this final ocean, water line at last
Finding this final piece of map is fine, nonetheless
Who, did you think you were, a year ago this time?
Who, did you lose and is it, really fine?

And you can t, you can t replace what you lose
You break, through inevitable, are you
Get with yourself at the end of the day

And I don t know what it is that makes me so mad
But I feel right there
Massage my temples, touch my forehead, turn into air
The black is telling me to follow in
Unusually, I m tempted and I don t care, if I win

Because what s winning if you lose?
And I m okay, I m okay, I m fine
With myself, at the end of the day

Walking backwards, walking forwards, at my own expense
Maybe if I tried walking sideways
things would make more sense
Redecorate your living room, redecorate your house
Redecorate your face and darling, don t look at me, and pout

Because what s winning if you re losing?
And I m okay, I m okay, I m okay, I m fine
With myself at the end of the day