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chaos & piss

I thought that you were driving but you?ve given me the wheel
There?s rain clouds out there that you don?t wanna feel
Your anger?s like a razor blade it?s just to bloody real
I thought that you would be here though I just don?t get it

And I also feel things more than I should
I don?t relax very often as often as I could
I worry how the all thing looks it doesn?t look good
But I thought that you would be here no I just don?t get it

And being clear is too much for me, just like it does for you
And even though I want to, I want to

I don?t feel like coming down
No I don?t
I don?t feel like hiding out
So I won?t
I can?t turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
?Cause I?m beautiful
Right here it?s beautiful

I came all this way to be with you and you are already gone
If I was a good friend I could write this wrong
I?d kick away your crutches and make you walk on your own
I?d really thought you?d be here, I just don?t get it

Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole
I could go down with you
And even though I want to, I want to
I won?t

I don?t feel like coming down
No I don?t
I don?t feel like hiding out
So I won?t
I can?t turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
It?s beautiful

I?m the willow tree and you can?t blow me over
And my roots go deep in anger and I wanna feel the wind
As it whips like a christmas I wanna be here
I wanna be here,

I don?t feel like coming down
No I don?t
I don?t feel like hiding out
So I won?t
I can?t turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
Storms are beautiful
This life is beautiful
It is.