comfortable with hate

Evans Blue

Finally face to face
Finally embracing the bitter
Exchanging heart for space
Replacing the blood of the sinner

You held this knife inside me
For ransom all that I became

Hold on, how long
Has the sun begun to rain
I'm not mad, I'm just empty
I can't decide if I'm in pain
Too numb to feel anything
I can't define my feelings
Forsaken or to blame
Just take me away
I'm not the fire, not the rain
Too numb to feel anything
Not feeling like myself
Too comfortable with hate
Just take me away

Bring me the life that's left behind
Bring me a ghost to believe in
Show me the light without rewinding
And help me pick up the pieces

You held this knife inside me
For ransom all that I became
Hold on, how long
Has the sun begun to rain
I'm not mad, I'm just empty

I can't decide if I'm in pain
Too numb to feel anything
I can't define my feelings
Forsaken or to blame
Just take me away
I'm not the fire, not the rain
Too numb to feel anything
Not feeling like myself
Too comfortable with hate
Just take me away
Just take me away

Hold on, how long
Has the sun begun to rain
I'm not mad, I'm just empty
I can't decide if I'm in pain
Too numb to feel anything
I can't define my feelings
Forsaken or to blame
Just take me away
I'm not the fire, not the rain
Too numb to feel anything
Not feeling like myself
Too comfortable with hate
Just take me away
Just take me away