crossfade - cold
Looking back at me,
I see that I never really got it right,
I never stop to think of you.
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win.
You are the antidote that gets me by,
something strong like a drug that gets me high.
What i really meant to say,
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What i really meant to say,
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so...
Cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light,
You could see me stand on my own again,
Cause now I can see me.
You are the antidote that got me by,
Something strong like a drug that got me high.
What i really meant to say,
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What i really meant to say,
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see,
the screwed up side of me that I keep,
locked inside of me so deep,
it always seems to get to me,
I never really wanted you to go,
so many things you should have known,
I guess for me there's just no hope.
I never meant to be so cold.
What I really meant to say,
Is i'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What i really meant to say,
is I'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
crossfade - invincible
I memorised all the words for you,
but if you only knew
how much that's just not like me
I wait up late every night
just to hear your voice
but you don't know that's nothing like me
you know I wonder how you already figured out
all these things that I tried to hide
all this time I've been hoping you don't find out
all these things that I hide on the inside
I can't be held responcible this is all so new to me
just when I think I'm invincible
you come and happen to me
I wanna make sure that everything is perfect for you
If you only knew
That's not like me to follow through
Maybe even give up on this dead end dreams
Just to be with you ..
but you don't know that's nothing like me
Hey yea ...
I wonder how you already figured out
All these things that I tried to hide
All this time I've been hoping you don't find out
all these things that I hide on the inside
I can't be held responcible this is all so new to me
just when I think I'm invincible
you come and happen to me
Now I'm waking up
I finally had enough of this wreckable lifetime
I never thought I'd survive it
Now I'm taking back
All I gave up for that
Leave my pain behind
Wash these stains from my life
Just when I thought all was lost
You came and made it all again
I can't be held responcible this is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
I can't be held responcible this is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me
Memorised all the words for you
if you only knew
How much thats just not like me
crossfade - colors
Can you feel it crush you does it seem to bring the worst in you out
There's no running away from these things that hold you down
Do they complicate you because they make you feel like this
Of all the colors that you've shine this is surely not your best
But you should know these colors that you're shining are
Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine
I know you feel alone yeah and no one else can figure you out
But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down
Well they'd love to save you don't you know they love to see you smile
But these colors that you've shined are surely not your style
But you should know these colors that you're shining are
Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine
I know you're feeling like you're lost
But you should know these colors that you're shining are
I know you're feeling like you're lost you feel you've drifted way to far
Did you know these colors that you?re shining are
Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine
(Surely not the best)
I know you're feeling like you're lost
(Colors that you shine)
But you should know these colors that you're shining are
(Surely not the best)
I know you're feeling like you're lost you feel you've drifted way to far
Did you know these colors that you shine are
crossfade - never coming home
I'm planning my release
Tonight I'll speak the words I never
Thought I'd ever have to say to you
Hope it stings you so deeply
For a moment you might see me
And I'll leave you there alone
One more thing that you should know
I'm not ever coming home
Think we should finally let this go
We both know it's the end of the road
All I ever needed
Someone to believe in
Anything that I could do
Maybe there's something beautiful
Hidden deep in my bones
I'll get as far as I can go
Where I run, you never will know
When you're left there lying alone
Know I'm never coming home
I think we've had enough time to know
So know that when I go
It's the end of the road
Know where I go, it's the end of the road
It's the end of the road
I'm never coming home
See, i'm never coming home
crossfade - prove you wrong
Somedays are worse than others
Somedays I can not feel a thing
Someday I might just prove you wrong
Something just might go my way
Today I've got something to prove to you
All these things I never do for you
Is making you angrier every day
Pushing me farther away
You make me a mess
I can't keep it together
Somehow, someway I'm gonna prove you wrong
I'm gonna prove you wrong
Someday I might stay sober
Figure out where I went wrong
Make some sense of what's left of me
Make a go of this alone
I've got nothing left for you
So sick of the the things you do
Turn your back on me everyday
You're pushing me farther away
You make me a mess
I can't keep it together
Somehow, someway I'm gonna prove you wrong
I'm gonna prove you wrong
You make me a mess
I can't keep it together
I fall away
I'm gonna prove you wrong
crossfade - already gone
I will not leave a letter nothing at all
I'm sure you won't notice that I'm even gone
I wont break this silence we've shared for so long
I will be strong
I will not leave a letter nothing at all
I'm sure you won't notice that I'm even gone
Why did I stay here stay for so long
When we're so far gone
I feel so stupid taking this fall
I should have seen it known all along
I won't break this silence we've shared for so long
I will be strong
What could you possibly want from me
Can't you see I'm already gone
Everything we thought we'd be
I still don't feel sorry for this loss
I will not waste a moment thinking these thoughts
Forgetting comes easy
I never cared at all
Hurt became hate now I'm feeling the strain
There's just too much pain
Falling to pieces get swept away
Left all our pictures some to fade
I won't break this silence we've shared for so long
I will be strong
What could you possibly want from me
Can't you see I'm already gone
Everything we thought we'd be
I still don't feel sorry for this loss
You don't have to say anything at all
I wont stop you from walking away
I'll do nothing at all
crossfade - falling away
You never did care
Never dared to say
What I disliked about you
What I hated about you so now
I'm breaking all we had in two
Time and time again
I did what you said
Should have left me for dead
And I refuse to do it anymore
There's nothing in this heart left for you
But I'm really feelin like the sunshine is shinin right down on my face
And I'm runnin with the best of them
Oh of the change
Whoo I'm lovin but I'm feelin like shit
And I'd never leave you for that
Never leave you dyin alone
Even now with my hatred for you
And everything that you put us through
I would never leave you all alone
How could you leave me lyin like that
When I'm fallin away
You leave me lyin when you know that these are my dyin days
Oh - everything we laughed about
Don't think about none of that
It's just the past
I'll forget something we let pass by
So much to do here but none of it's for you
Sometimes I look on the inside and I swallow my pride
Could things have been easier somehow
Doesn't really matter now
There's nothin in this heart left for you
Whoo I'm lovin but I'm feelin like shit
And I'd never leave you for that
Never leave you dyin alone
Even now with my hatred for you
And everything that you put us through
Still I'd never leave you all alone
Oh I'm falling away
These are my dyin days
All I needed to say -
I have all but fallen away
crossfade - killing me inside
There's a dream that comes to me
And it whispers all night long
Telling lies of things to be and
Makes it all seem wrong
Even sleep is choking me
Am I feeling weak or strong
In the dream that could not be but
It's killing me inside
It's killing me inside
It's killing me inside
There's a dream I cannot see
And it lasts for all too long
Open eyes stare down at me and
Sing the same old song
Now it's raining down on me
And I can't believe they're gone
All the dreams I used to see now
Killing me inside
Killing me inside
You can breathe inside
My pain and your simple sorrow
Killing me inside
My fate there's no luck tomorrow
You can breathe inside
My pain and your simple sorrow
Killing me inside
My fate there's no luck tomorrow
You can bleed inside
My pain and your simple sorrow
Catch me - tomorrow
It's killing me inside
My pain and your simple sorrow
Killing me inside
My fate there's no luck tomorrow
crossfade - death trend setta
Yeah
Its what Ive become
That I fear the most
I never thought
It could get so wrong
I believe theres a part
Of me that I cannot beat
A part of me that I cant defeat
The side of me
That just doesn't belong
Judging by the weight
Of my fucked up world
I think maybe
I should take a step back
From this
I need to quit pushing
Just let it roll
The waves that you made
Push me
Push me
The things that you say
Push me
Push me
The waves that you made
Push me
Push me
So Ill play God now
And blow you
Blow you away
Yeah its what youve become
That I took today
You never thought
I could be so strong
You can see thers a part
Of me that you cannot beat
And part of you wil always
Remember me
When you look around
And you are so alone
Judging by the weight
Of my fucked up world
I think maybe
I should take
A step back from this
But you had to keep
Pushin' so let it go
Now that you pushed me
I bet you wish we could
Have made things better
And now you see
That I could be another
Would be another
Death Trend Setta
crossfade - lay me down
It's over - I quit
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway
I don't belong here
I never really wanted to be here
Why can't somebody else take my place
Lay me down
I'm so tired
Empty inside
Alive and uninspired
I'm useless - undone
I've written letters to the ones
I've loved so much that it hurts to say goodbye
I don't wanna die
I just don't wanna be alive
Lay me down
I'm so tired
Empty inside
Alive and uninspired (2x)
Killing you was such a pleasure that I never knew
Something I always thought I couldn't do
But you don't know anything that makes me feel alive
Except making you bleed five times in one night
You know you deserved it
crossfade - why
Walking madly - feeling strangely and I'm not sure where to go
I got a funny feeling - Have I lost my meaning
I wish I could go home
When you said you were leaving I didn't let it affect me
Sat on the bar and let them flow
Now I'm lost and lonely
I wish you never told me what I didn't want to know
And I will crawl on my own -
I'm taken by your smile
As I'm lyin beside you dying inside
I don't know
Why I try to save this when all I ever want to do is get as far as I can go
Where there's nothing left of me and
You're now worthless to me you are no more
I'm as far as I can go -
nothing left of me and you
I thought the buzz would help me
I think it just made me crazy
Can't pull me out of this hole
You say you could not save me -
You wouldn't stay to watch me
It was too much on your soul
Now I'm feelin alright to get us back to right
And you're nowhere I can find
No longer living blindly
Just seemed to be bad timing
Cuz you walked into the night
Why
crossfade - dead memories
My time - Open me up
Past life - Broken
I'm not holding on to dead memories of what I used to be
I've found a way to make this life bow to me
Goodbye - Hurt no more
This time - I'm not broken
(chorus 2x)
crossfade - i think you should know
One day I fell asleep and dreamt of something to keep
Opened up my dying mind
To see the things that I'd never find
Something true and beautiful was waiting there for me
In a dream where I believed I'd find my way back home
And I think you should know how it feels
Falling down and out alone when no one cares
I think you should know how it feels
When the world buries your soul and you're still alive
Don't ask but you can tell
When I scratch myself to sleep
And don't try to wake me up
When I fall down I bleed
And even though there's more to say
I've tried to steer myself away
I've taken all I can
I can't help myself
And I think you should know how it feels
Falling down and out alone when no one cares
I think you should know how it feels
When the world buries your soul and you're still alive
There must be someone out there
Who can hear me screaming out
I know there's someone who cares
Just enough to help me out
Tell me there's someone out there
I know you hear me now
I know there's someone who cares
So please just help me out
I know you hear me now
I know there's someone who cares
So please just help me out
crossfade - dear cocaine
Dear cocaine, I'm not your bitch
Dear cocaine, I'm not you whore... anymore
I hate the day we ever met
The times with you I'll just forget
Dear cocaine, quit calling me
The phone is off and I'm fast asleep
I can't recall when we last slept
The times with you I'll just regret
What can I say, I said that "I'm not your bitch"
I should i have to say
I'm not your whore... anymore
I'm not your whore... anymore
I'm coming down...
Dear cocaine you're not my friend
Dear cocaine this is the end
'Cause I missed the days, when I used to smie
When life was simple and so alive
So dear cocaine, don't follow me
Don't turn around, don't say a thing to me
Let me go, 'cause I know
That I can do this on my own
Dear cocaine, I'm not your whore... anymore
I'm not your whore... anymore
I'm coming down...
Down...
I'm coming down...
I'm coming down...
I'm not your whore... anymore
I'm not your whore... anymore
I'm coming down...
crossfade - the unknown
Can you hear me
Can you see any part of me
Can you feel me
Can you bleed for me
Can't you see me walkin in your shoes
Can't you feel me steppin all over your soul
Can't you feel me reach into you
Can't you feel me walkin over your soul
Can't you feel me wait in pain
Can't you feel me reach into you
Can't you see me walkin in your shoes
Can't you feel me steppin all over your soul
Can't you feel me reach into you
Can't you feel me walkin over your soul
Can't you feel me wait in pain
Can't you feel me reach into you
Can't you feel me walkin over your soul
Can't you feel me wait in pain
Can't you feel me reach into you