Playlist Chelsea Cutler

chelsea cutler - snow in october

chelsea cutler - your shirt

chelsea cutler - deserve this

chelsea cutler - lucky

How lucky am I?
How lucky am I, yeah
To love somebody?
To love somebody like

You are the voice in my head
Something I cannot forget
Your word is gospel and I
Want you

Moving at the speed of light
Two wrongs could still make a right
If you believe it and I
Want to

How lucky am I?
How lucky am I, yeah
To love somebody?
To love somebody

How lucky am I?
How lucky am I, yeah
To love somebody?
To love somebody like

Sometimes I wish you would've
Stayed in my dreams 'cause
Now that you're real
Now I could lose ya
Nothing lasts forever
Ain't as bad as it seems
'Cause my favourite thing to do
Is to do nothing with you

How lucky am I?
How lucky am I, yeah
To love somebody?
To love somebody

How lucky am I?
How lucky am I, yeah
To love somebody?
To love somebody like

To love somebody
To love somebody

To love somebody
To love somebody

It's not everyday
You could hear me say
You could hear me
I love somebody
I love somebody

It's not everyday
You could hear me say
You could hear me
I love somebody
I love somebody, yeah

chelsea cutler - please

Please don't leave me here
I don't know where I started
Please don't leave me here
I don't know where my heart is

I see you when I see you
It hurts, you'll never know
'Cause maybe you'll come running
When you're done being alone
I swear I'll wait forever
If it means not letting go
I'll put you under pressure
Were you scared of getting close?

Please don't leave me here
I don't know where I started
Please don't leave me here
I don't know where my heart is

All these bridges that we're burning
Tables that we're turning
I won't let this go to a middle ground
Promises you're breaking
Parts of me you're taking
I don't know myself when you're not around

Please don't leave me here
I don't know where I started
Please don't leave me here
I don't know where my heart is

chelsea cutler - are you listening

It's a given that I'm gonna think about you
All I wanna do is call you, put my arms around you
Tell you that I'm sorry even though I hate it
If it makes you call me, then you know I'll say it
I'm a sucker for believing in a vision
Wanna take a moment and put it on television
You'd say that you love me after we would make it
If you didn't mean it, why you gotta say it?

I hate all my friends
Can I go home yet?
I should be happy
But I'm not

Are you listening?
Can you hear me think about you?
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you
Are you listening?
'Cause I don't wanna think about you
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you

I be spending all my money just to feel important
Something 'bout this life that's beginning to get boring
I don't wanna blame you for up and running
But I can't eat, can't sleep, can't function, ah

I hate all my friends
Can I go home yet?
I should be happy
But I'm not (Nah, nah)

Are you listening?
Can you hear me think about you?
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you (Oh)
Are you listening?
'Cause I don't wanna think about you
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you (Ayy)

I hate all my friends
Can I go home yet?
I should be happy
But I'm not (No, yeah)

It's a given that I'm gonna think about you
All I wanna do is cry and put my arms around you
(One, two, three)

Are you listening?
Can you hear me think about you?
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you
Are you listening?
'Cause I don't wanna think about you
Even when I'm trying not to
All I do is think about you, yeah

I hate all my friends
Can I go home yet?
I should be happy
But I'm not (I should be happy, no)
I hate all my friends
Can I go home yet? (Can I go home yet?)
I should be happy
But I'm not (Oh-oh)

chelsea cutler - crazier things

I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us
Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel
I know you always fell out love so damn easily
But honestly, I don't think you ever had something real

Until you met me, drinks in New York City
Ooh, you looked so pretty
Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday
Kissed you on our first date
Somehow, I knew someday
This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go

Oh, I'll spend my whole life
Missing the part of me, part of me
Oh, I'll spend my whole life
Hoping your heart is free, heart is free

I don't think that this is fair, but I'm still gonna ask you
What if we're still meant to be? Crazier things have happened
It tears me apart you can't have love in your heart
Not enough to act on it, ah
It erases me and everything I thought we'd be
Back when we gave our promise

I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us
Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel
I know you always fell out love so damn easily
But honestly, I don't think you ever had something real

Until you met me, drinks in New York City
Ooh, you looked so pretty
Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday
Kissed you on our first date
Somehow, I knew someday
This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go

Do you not dream of me?
'Cause I have visions in my sleep
I can never find my peace now
Do you wake up alone?
Feel an aching in your bones
So are you happy without me now?

First time that you told me you thought that you loved me
That bar in the city, I thought you were drunk
But I knew deep down that you meant it
Wish that I had said it, I was scared to let it happen
But it happened and now I cannot forget it
Oh, I'll spend my whole life
Missing a part of me, part of me
Oh, I'll spend my whole life
Hoping your heart is free, heart is free

chelsea cutler - deathbed

I'll be laying on my deathbed
And I'll tell u that I fucked it up
Yeah I'll be laying on my deathbed
'Cause I love u but it's not enough

I'm praying something's gonna give
Yeah I know I feel it
And the pendulum is gonna swing
And rotate the seasons
I promise that I'll try
To be a person u deserve at all
Cause maybe if I change
You'll let me in when I wanna come home

I'll be laying on my deathbed
And I'll tell u that I fucked it up
Yeah I'll be laying on my deathbed
'Cause I love u but it's not enough

I promised that I tried
But walls don't break
And words don't mean enough
I swear I never meant
To lose my grip on something that I love

chelsea cutler - how to be human

Four shots deep, I'm out alone again
'Cause I don't really know who to call friend, yeah
Should've stayed home, but I'd rather pretend
That I'm not gonna lose it, I know what I'm doing, yeah

I call you, but you never pick up
Maybe I'm just asking too much, yeah
Thought I'd know it all by 21
But I still don't know

How to be human
Still don't know how to be human
I don't know what I am doing
Please tell me how to be human

4 AM and I can't sleep again
I don't know God, but I know that I sin
I wanna love, but I have thicker skin
Now that somebody has hurt me
Heart was broken early, yeah

I call you, but you never pick up
Maybe I'm just asking too much, yeah
Thought I'd know it all by 21
But I still don't know

How to be human
Still don't know how to be human
I don't know what I am doing
Please tell me how to be human

I still don't know how to be human
Still don't know how to be human
I don't know what I am doing
Please tell me how to be human
I still don't know how to be human
(I'm bending my bones for you)
Still don't know how to be human
(I don't know what's left of me)
I don't know what I am doing
(What am I supposed to do?)
Please tell me how to be human
(Oh yeah)

I call you, but you never pick up
Maybe I'm just asking too much, yeah
Thought I'd know it all by 21

chelsea cutler - i miss you

I'm so scared I love you still
I'm so scared I love you still
I'm so scared I love you still
(So sorry that I am this way, so sorry that I am this way)
I'm so scared I love you still
I'm so scared I love you still
I'm so scared, yeah

I want the feeling you give me, no, I don't wanna let go
It's easier hurtin' than tryna move on
Sadness can't fill the wound that's been open, you know
I miss you, I miss you, I missed you all along

It's my fault that you're leaving
'Cause I don't know a good thing
I start fires when you're sleeping
And I'm so sorry that I am this way
(So sorry that I am this way, so sorry that I am this way)

I'm so scared I need you still
I'm so scared I need you still
I'm so scared I need you still, yeah
I'm so scared I need you still
I'm so scared I need you still, yeah

I want the feeling you give me, no, I don't wanna let go
It's easier hurtin' than tryna move on
Sadness can't fill the wound that's been open, you know
I miss you, I miss you, I missed you all along

I miss you, I miss you, I missed you all along
I miss you, I miss you, I missed you all along
I miss you, I miss you, I missed you all along
I miss you, I miss you, I missed you all along

I want the feeling you give me, no, I don't wanna let go
It's easier hurtin' than tryna move on, yeah
Sadness can't fill the wound that's been open, you know
I miss you, I miss you, I missed you all along

I miss you, I miss you, I missed you all along
I miss you, I miss you, I missed you all along
I miss you, I miss you, I missed you all along
I miss you, I miss you, I missed you all along

If I fall asleep, will I stop thinking about you?
I don't know what the fuck you want me to do
I know you don't see what you saw in me
If I fix myself, would that make you want me again?
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with my head
I'm not the person I wanted to be

chelsea cutler - i should let you go

Probably shouldn't be driving right now, yeah
With all these Benzos in my blood
Probably shouldn't be tryna talk you down
When you don't wanna wanna be loved

You told me to come over, then you told me I should go
It's colder this October, so I wait for a cab home
You know I'm not over it, tell me is it over yet?
Giving me a hundred reasons I should let you go, but

Go, but
I should let you go, but
Oh

Fell asleep with makeup on
Wishin' you're the reason that my clothes came off
And I'm so far gone
I don't even know if I know you at all

Probably shouldn't be driving right now, yeah
With all these Benzos in my blood
Probably shouldn't be trying to talk you down
When you don't wanna wanna be loved

You told me to come over, then you told me I should go
It's colder this October, so I wait for a cab home
You know I'm not over it, tell me is it over yet?
Giving me a hundred reasons I should let you go, but

Go, but
I should let you go, but
Go, but
I should let you go, but
Oh

You told me to come over then you told me I should go
It's colder this October, so I wait for a cab home
You know I'm not over it, tell me is it over yet?
Giving me a hundred reasons I should let you go, but

chelsea cutler - i was in heaven

You don't see what you saw in me
When you said you would never leave
And I swore that I couldn't breathe
When you walked away from me
I'm so scared to watch you grow
Without my hand for you to hold
'Cause I swore I would be your soul
Never let you walk alone

Even when you're hurting me
I'll still be your person, baby

I dreamt you took me home
Your voice felt way too close
I could still hear it
I could still hear it
I dreamt you touched my hand
My stomach dropped again
I could still feel it
I can still feel it

You don't see what you saw in me
When you said you would never leave
And I swore that I couldn't breathe
When you walked away from me
I'm so scared to watch you grow
Without my hand for you to hold
'Cause I swore I would be your soul
Never let you walk alone

Even when you're hurting me
I'll still be your person? baby

Every time I pray
I swear I hear the voices say
You'll come back? you'll come back home
I'm so scared to leave the bed
Where you were next to me
I can't let? I can't let go

You don't see what you saw in me
When you said you would never leave
And I swore that I couldn't breathe
When you walked away from me
I'm so scared to watch you grow
Without my hand for you to hold
'Cause I swore I would be your soul
Never let you walk alone

Even when you're hurting me
I'll still be your person, baby

chelsea cutler - lucky by chelsea cutler & alexander 23

You are the voice in my head, something I cannot forget
Your word is gospel and I want you
Moving at the speed of light, two wrongs can still make a right
If you believe it and I want to

How lucky am I, how lucky am I, yeah
To love somebody, to love somebody
How lucky am I, how lucky am I, yeah
To love somebody, to love somebody like (Yeah)

Sometimes, I wish you would've stayed in my dreams
'Cause now that you're real, now I could lose you
Nothing lasts forever ain't as bad as it seems
'Cause my favorite thing to do is to do nothing with you

How lucky am I, how lucky am I, yeah
To love somebody, to love somebody
How lucky am I, how lucky am I, yeah
To love somebody, to love somebody like

To love somebody, to love somebody
(How lucky am I, yeah)
To love somebody, to love somebody

It's not every day you could hear me say, you could hear me
I love somebody, I love somebody
It's not every day you could hear me say, you could hear me
I love somebody, I love somebody, yeah

chelsea cutler - new recording 28 - lions

I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep
In your building that's only sixteen blocks from mine
I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake
Loving every moment, doing alright
You said if I really love you, then I'd understand
Why a person like you needs some time
So I'll let you go, hope you come home
If you're really mine

You were my sun, I saw a light
I've always been happy, but sad in this life
But you gave me more than something to keep
Now I'm counting how many [?] put me to sleep
I want you to smile, to feel like enough
'Cause you deserve yellow and lions and love
I hope you come back when you're doing well
Forgive me for being the worst of myself

And I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep
In your building that's only sixteen blocks from mine
I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake
Loving every moment, doing alright
You said if I really love you, I'd understand
Why a person like you needs some time
So I let you go and hope you come home
If you're really mine, mm

I watch the sun go down at the beach
Think about kissing your back and your cheek
Watching the wind make home in your hair
Thinking that I could die happy right there
I took my phone to tape as you walked
Down the white coast with your hand in my palm
So I never forget how it feels to be home
When I close my eyes, that's where I go

And I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep
In your building that's only sixteen blocks from mine
I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake
Loving every moment, doing alright
You said if I really love you, then I'd understand
Why a person like you needs some time
So I'll let you go and hope you come home
If you're really mine

chelsea cutler - nj

Oh, NJ, tell me that you're leaving so
One day, you'll be ready to come home

Is it over? Does it has to be over?
Wanna take you out in SoHo, get your favorite order
Wanna fight the way we did when we got too drunk together
Share our music on the subway
And wear each other's sweaters
Wanna kiss you underneath the Eiffel Tower in Paris
'Fore we got back on a plane to go back home to your parents
Wanna talk about our problems 'cause I know they got buried
And two people this in love should never have to be worried

Oh, NJ, tell me that you're leaving so
One day, you'll be ready to come home
Oh, NJ, tell me that you're leaving so
One day, you'll be ready to come home

It's not over, it don't have to be over
I know that we could both be ready when we get a bit older
I know you want us to move on
Because you think that it's better
We could move on for the moment and not move on forever
I wanna talk about how Charlie is a nickname for Charlotte
Talk about moving to L. A. 'cause New York is the hardest
No, you couldn't see the future, but I swear that I saw it
You were happy 'cause we finally got all that we wanted
I wanna tell you I'm sorry for the mistakes I made
That I forgive you for the part that you played
I wanna call, but what the fuck would I say, NJ?

Oh, NJ, tell me that you're leaving so
One day, you'll be ready to come home to me