aeon spoke - emmanuel
Emmanuel by Aeon Spoke
When your road deserts you
And your feet disappear
You'll find some orchards
Wasted one, without appeal
Where will you go from here?
Against the world from here
You're sitting still inside the fear
Must be someway out of here
Crows flying somewhere
Doves leaving doves
Time as the ocean
Changing tides alone it does
Where will you go from here?
Against the world from here
You're sitting still inside the fear
Must be someway out of here
Emmanuel you go away
Emmanuel you go away
Emmanuel
aeon spoke - face the wind
I stood to face the wind
Cold drops of rain hit my face and it stung boy
But I faced the wind
Thunder warned me to come down
But I couldn't tell if her storm horses were around
So I faced the wind
No one will know
No one will know (the pain or)
The reasons why we're trying
I felt dizzy and framed
My hands began to shake from
Hunger and sleep not around boy
So I faced the wind
No one will know
No one will know (the pain or)
The reasons why we're trying
We're trying
Till I face the wind
aeon spoke - for good
A hot and humid Sunday
Faces, faces everywhere
Then a face, I remember my face years ago
Such fear
But this is my day
And I can dream above the buried cry
Cause I've got something better
And it might just be my own
For Good
Many psychic scars
In just his short few years
In the noise of his silence he ran away from the violence
To heal
But this is my day
And I can dream above the buried cry
Cause I've got something better
And it might just be my own
For Good
But this is my day
And I can see the wreckage in my head
But it's not the same
Cause I transform the pain
For Good
I transform the pain
For Good
I transform the pain
For Good
aeon spoke - grace
Give me faith in the world, faith in the world, pull it away
Give me faith in the world, faith in the world, pull it away
But I don't know how to love
I don't know how to trust myself
But I'll do my best to suffer with some grace
Give me faith in the world, faith in the world, with our pain
Give me faith in the world, faith in the world, with our pain, our...
But I don't know how to love
I don't know how to trust myself
But I'll do my best to suffer with some grace
I don't know how to love
I don't know how to trust myself
But I'll do my best, yeah I'll do my best, yeah I'll do my best to suffer with some grace
aeon spoke - no answers
I burn away your words
And see an empty page in my book
But how much have I lost when I've got nothing saved in my book
I think about how as a child
I use to sit beneath a tree
Avoiding the sun and looking at the ground
As if I had no needs
I'll fake it
I'll find my way
Into another sun
I'm dreaming of someone else
That's found a way to love
I'm hidden behind a wall
Yet I stand right beside you
The universe will make you fall if you stake your claims
I don't want anything
I don't need anything more
I don't need anything more
I'll fake it
I'll find my way
I'm dreaming of someone else
That's found a way to love
But I have no answers
There are no answers no
I have no answers
And it feels alright
I have no answers
And the fears alright
I have no answers
And it feels alright
And it feels alright
And the fears alright
And it feels alright
And the fears alright
aeon spoke - nothing
If it was between us
Then I'm still amused
So let me go
I've got more damage to do on myself
I'll just go
There's nothing left to lose
Nothing
If it was the pressure
Then I'm blowing up
So let me go
I've got more damage to do on myself
I'll just go
There's nothing left to lose
Nothing
Let me go
Let me go
I've got more dying to do
In myself
I'll just go
There's nothing left for you
Nothing
aeon spoke - pablo at the park
Pablo At The Park by Aeon Spoke
Fading in the afterglow
I wrinkle in my mind another fear
With ears beside the bedroom door
I close my eyes to keep inside the tears
The question of its worth won't iron out
It's tearing at the very thing I feel
I'm still Pablo at the park
Where's my Gloria when it's hard
How my mind has changed so much
But my heart's the same
He loves and then he hurts some more
It takes a generous man to lose something
Will I know what it means to see the pain through different eyes?
But nothing seems to work this time
I'll live inside the burden till I've healed
I'm still Pablo at the park
I'll find Gloria when it's hard
How my mind has changed so much
But my heart's the same
But nothing seems to work this time
I'm still Pablo at the park
And I've got Gloria when it's hard
How my mind has changed so much
But I'm still Pablo
I'm still Pablo
aeon spoke - silence
Draw me a picture of the sun
So I can hang it in my room
I can make believe I'm getting warm
And find courage to pursue
Where we only hope to afford the sun
We stare at the walls that tear us apart
Then we laugh, the mirror speaks out
Silence
To tell me beauty would decrease
Is to fail to entertain
My instincts like a life I left
Still linger down on Edinburgh
Where we only hope to afford the sun
We stare at the dark and pray for some stars
Then we cry, we found a new arc
Silence
I'm still wishing you love
I'm still wishing you love
Silence
aeon spoke - suicide boy
Suicide boy you're gone
You say that waves of joy are breaking beneath your frown
You see the darkest parts of our eyes
But I caught a glimpse of love two broken hearts couldn't hide
But I can't stop the fear in your mind
So I hope that you won't miss me
I hope that you won't miss me
I hope that you find all the love and the light now you're free
So it's done
You saved us from yourself
Swallowed pills till certain closing your eyes wasn't hell
But you still come back to life
You still come back to life
The ghost of your memory looks like a disease that hurts
And you still hurt
But I can't stop the fear in your mind
So I hope that you won't miss me
I hope that you won't miss me
I hope that you find all the love and the light now you're free
But I can stop the fear
Suicide boy
I can stop the fear
aeon spoke - yellowman
Yellowman by Aeon Spoke
His eyes are closed his face pale asleep
on the ground a newspaper reads
the blood has spilled again
and you just dream my yellowman
yellowman
The angels burn a torch to keep us warm
His lungs are wide awake but he won't breathe
He spits out the ocean and we dream
like goldfish in a bowl
They think we're free
yellowman
You're tying rocks to clouds to stay above the crowds
The angels burn a torch to keep us warm
the blood has spilled again
and you just dream
yellowman
You never see the bloodstains on the battlefield
The angels burn a torch to keep us warm